To New Beginnings

Yes,it is now a new year and thus marking the end of one of the best years of my life.Looking back and seeing the difference between my first post when I started this blog and now,I cant help but think "Why in the effing hell is this wanker PMS'ing on his blog?!" LOL XD Yea,I think I've reached a point in my life where I have my shizz straightened out.It's a pretty good feeling to know where you want to go and that feeling you get when you finally have something to work for.

So,here's my new year's resolution for 2010.

1.To get at least 8A+'s for SPM

2.To not be bothered by the little things

3.To forgive and forget

4.To hold off on matters of the heart for now

5.To not procrastinate

6.To never forget what I want

7.To never forget to work for what I want

8.To end this year just like I started it,with no regrets.

Now allow me to explain.LOL XD

1.Because I couldn't care less for my BM and PI,but if I can score an A for my BM,all the better

4.Because at this age,it's just not worth the drama,tears,perhaps some screaming and the overall immaturity of it. Hypocrisy,infantile maturity,abundant insecurities,raging hormones,owh yes,what a potent mix for stupidity.

So,yes,this be the end of this post.Hopefully,I shall be struck by inspiration to rant and prattle on about my life in the not to distant future.To New Beginnings!

CIAOX

Fire

Owh yes,I know where I want to go,I know what I want to do and it feels FRIGGIN AWESOME!....Well,too bad that there are soooooooooooooooo many things that can just stop my plan before it even comes into play.So,I'm hoping everything goes my way but I dont want to put myself out there and get my hopes high.If it happens,holy hell I would be frigging happy,and well,if it doesnt,then I guess I'm just going to have to revert to the old "safe" plan.But I cant help but feel like somebody has lit a fire in my head,the good kind and I just feel like laughing :D

I see now that we live in an extremely money orientated world.It's not like I didnt know before,its just that I've....confirmed it somewhat.If you have something that you want,you need money to get it.Especially if its something big.So I suppose it would be extremely naive to say money cant buy happiness.Never really thought that my own happiness would be so dependant on money.Owh well,I guess thats how the world works.

I realise that I have never been happier than I've been this year.2009 brought me some of the greatest friends I know :) times of clarity that are quite satisfying,acceptance that allowed me to "breathe",learning more about myself as a person wasnt bad XD and now,I know what I want to do with my life...well,at least for the next 5-6 years anyway XD Yes,my life was great this year.Now,whether or not things go my way,I'm ready for a good long slog for the next few years.

Well,I suppose thats it for this post.Let's hope it goes my way XD

CIAOX

Who be on the list?

Made my blog private yo!Just today,a special hippopotamus "begged" me for permission :D you know who you are XD LOL.

Rant

Greetings peons :D Been awhile since my last post.Imma rant abit on this one!

Hmm,I kinda feel stupid.When I was 13,my parents asked me if there were any foreign languages I wanted to learn but NOOOOO,I was too busy trying to plaster my eyeballs to the computer screen.Thinking back,it would have been nice to know French or Japanese(meh,I could talk with my Uncle) What got me thinking was the abundance of people posting comments on Facebook in French and Spanish with the effin Google Translator.Hmm,might not be too late....LOL,definitely too late for me to even consider it for my SPM.Owh well,we'll see.

These few fleeting months,just seem to be me drifting from one occasion to another.And filling in the "in between" time with Final Fantasy(Owh how it kills time marvelously :D),Facebook-ing(which I have come to abhor due to my sloppy hours being spent mind-numbingly clicking on the HOME button.),sporadic running(takes me so much to get out that door) and but of course,the perpetual stuffing of ma face.Imma gonna make my parents bankrupt if my appetite keeps going like this.And knowing that,I'm siting in my chair eating my 4th serving of mash potatoes.MUAHAHAHAHAA XD

Ahhh,for the past few weeks,I've had this sudden urge to be an asshole.hahaha XD I think its just my suppressed sarcasm trying to break out,considering I've been keeping it in check for a year now.

Its so amusing to see those people with overinflated egos and a massive superiority complex crumble under the gigantic mass that is their self absorption.Once a roaring beast,with all bark and no bite,but now a little house cat,desperate for attention......more so than before.lol XD

Sometimes I wish that there were those single words that could express everything you were feeling at the time.Random enough?

Well,I believe thats gonna be it for this post.I think my next post will be abit lighter XD
Till next time.

CIAOX